lala-fied O.o

I had a haircut today. Well, actually just bangs-cut. Lol, I look like a lala now.

It was a "WTF!?" moment. Oh yea, definitely a "WTF!?" moment. My first reaction was, I look like a lala, then when I REALLY took a good look at my new bangs, I thought I look like a small kid. Yeah, like a small girl. My mom said I look like orang Iban, my bro said I look like a retard, and my cousin said I look cute. HAH. I look far from cute. =,= But, whatever right? I mean change is good. And I need change.

Actually, I wanted to cut my hair straight, to match the straight bangs, but then I thought, it would make my hair shorter, and I don't want that. So I just left it like that. Layered hair with straight bangs.

My bro had a haircut too. He looks better actually. He looks more sane :P harharhar..

Haha, anyway, one thing's for sure, I definitely look different :D I don't know wether in a good way, or bad, but different it is.

Tata for now :)

a pointless post

Boredom during the hols..... BUT! I don't care, cuz I don't wana go back to school! NOOOOOOOOOO O.o!!!!!!!! Trials, trials, TRIALS!!! FUCK trials!! What have I been up to this past week? Hmmmmm...... Nothingg..... I mean did read, but like not even 10 mins after, I stopped.... Like now! Hahahahahhahahahahahaha..... Nothing funny, but damn I'm just so boreedddd.......

N O T S T U D Y I N G ! ! ! ! ! :O

Oh GOD, I really feel soooo unproductive. But, somehow, I still don't want to study and do my revisions. Why, oh why, am I so lazy. I'm such a lazy-ass person. Lazylazylazy...... Why can't school life be easier? I mean, SPM is like a life-killer. I mean it's my last year of school, I should be enjoying it, not dreading it! Oh, fuck it. Might as well just go through it.

Anyway, lastttt Thursday, I think (or was it Wednesday?) I bought myself a new baju raya! Woo!~ I just bought one, cuz I didn't see anything else that caught my eye. It's soooo prettyyyy.... It's a white kebaya. Somehow, I always prevent myself from buying white baju raya, cuz white traditional baju raya makes people look like they're a bride. So I always choose PINK! I mean HOT pink. Love em <3>

Hmmmm.... What else.... I am just soooo lifeless..... I should be doing my revisions now, and the past week, but I have not. As usual. I mean just thinking about books makes me sleepy, apatah lagi membaca! GAHHH....! If genies really do exist, I would want my first wish to be a) have a really super-smart brain like a sponge where I can remember things in one go b) have lots and lots and LOTS of money :D and c) be happy as a clam :)

But sadly, genies don't exist. SO I have to work my butt off to get the things I want and to be the person I want to be. Heck, I should REALLY be studying now. I don't even know a thing! I feel stupid and unproductive. I shall now do my revisions (yeah right) muahahahha!!!!

Farewell! May my blog bore you to death, thank you for wasting your time, reading my oh-so-pointless blog. I appreciate it :D

P.S- I'm in love with Chuck Bass and The All-American Rejects :DDDDD (especially TYSON RITTER! Damn he's hot!)

know your enemy!

Yesterday I went to the Australia Open Day. It was fun-- well, the picture-taking was fun. The seminar thingie, not so. But it was very informative, I know a little on what to take and what to do if I want to study there. I thought that there would be hot guys around, but sadly, there weren't a lot of Aussies hunks, I think there aren't any!

While I was there, I checked out only two of the courses that I am interested in most, law, and psychology (though law is my mom's choice, not mine, but I'm okay with it, I think /:). The first dude I went to was this Aussie dude, I was inquiring about law, but sadly, he wasn't very informative (maybe cuz he's a guy --> the male species.. tsk tsk..). But I do know some of the exams are open books, well, some.. Then I checked out Psychology. Psycology was very interesting. The fees aren't that bad, compared to law. Haih, I wish I can take up psychology, but I think my dearest mom will protest and disagree, which is a shame, cuz I like knowing what the hell is going on in people's brains. Then I asked Ms. Sha about psychology (I know, I know..). He said in the future it'll be a demanding job as people are talking about it. I can work as a family psychology, child psychology etcetc.. God, I really, REALLY want to take up psychology. I guess I'll have to sweet talk my mom about it, and that wouldn't be an easy task, cuz my mom,, when she says it's A, then it's A. I can't change her mind about it. Dang. But still, I'll try.

Photo-taking session! -->

-guess whose butt this is :P-

OK, so moving on, today I had extra class in school. Only 8 people were present. Yes, holy cow. Talking about cows, don't you ever wonder why they say 'holy cow!'?? I mean how can cows be holy in the first place? And the same thing goes for holy shit and holy camolie. Shit can be holy?? And wtf is camolie?? Just cuz it rhymes with camolie then they say camolie?? LOL, okay! enough with the rantings.. Anyway, something happened in class.

I was just talking to vpr, talking, talking, talking.. (though I can't seem to remember what we were talking about..), then we started having a little fight. A friendly-useless-pointless-for fun kind of fight, and all of a sudden this CB scolded me. Like, wtf -,-.. Hello, I wasn't even talking to you. He started saying something in Chinese, and I heard 'malai this malai that..', and so i went, 'Wey, aku ada cakap ngan kau ke?', and he continued saying things in his mangkuk language and I got seriously pissed. First of all I was pissed because he scolded me all of a sudden and for nothing when I wasn't even talking to him, second, he scolded me in chi and third because he was being a fucking racist. Hello, kalau nak racist pun bertempat la, bodoh. Ni tak, conversation aku ngan vpr xda kena-mengena pun ngan dia, dia pulak yang terasa and menyebok and menyampok. Tiba-tiba je. CB bangkai. Then I asked my friend what he said, and I found out he said stupid malay. WHATTHEFUCK. It's no wonder people don't like him. Cuz he's a fucking racist, even to his own people. Fucking bastard useless piece of shit. You have just proven to me that you are a complete racist, and it's no wonder people do not like you.

And he was being sucha pondan, pengecut, no-balls bastard. Cuz you know why? He scolded me in Chinese. I don't speak nor understand his language. SO I said he was a chicken is because he scolded me back in chi cuz he didn't want me to give it back to him. He knows he will kena teruk of he talked back in Malay or English. So, in conclusion, he's a chicken. No balls, no brains. It's his loss anyway, cuz it would have been a damn of a good fight. He think he's won cuz I couldn't and didn't talk back, but the truth is, he's the loser, cuz he was hiding behind his maiden language. Well, fuck you loser :) And calling ME stupid is fine, but calling my RACE stupid, now that's over the line. Watch out, bastard.

Well, I guess that's all for my ranting and stories. Buh-bye

peace out*

the grass is greener on the other side :)

Ugh fi-nal-ley! Test is over, but trials is coming up next! :) Sorry blog, I was busy. Cleaning off the dusts.....

Hmm, where do I start... Idk, I'll just write down things that I remember.

First of all, today was the last day of monthly test, the last monthly test, PERIOD. Wow, time pass by real quick. But, what-the-hey, I don't care, I just can't wait to finish school. School's fun, but not homework and exams.

So anyway, this morning we had our co-cu. Girls Guides. Boring. As always. But there's more news about The Bitch. Here's the story: The Bitch is still a bitch. How fuckin bitchy can one get? I mean all girls have their bitchy side, I think I was a bitch since the day I was born! But this one particular female dog.. She thinks she's the boss of everything. It all started with the girls not listening to her.. (Well duh! Who wants to listen her? That squeaky-voice monster.) So, she ordered us to line up in a group blabla, and no one listened to her. And then she started screaming and shouting! I was just trying to stifle my laugh, cuz her voice, when she screams! OMG! Terrible! Just fucking terrible... It's like one of the chipmunks, screaming. Yeah, imagine that. I think I went deaf for a bit. And I think it was so embarrassing for her, cuz like, idk, no one listened to her? I think the girls went like, 'Uhh, did you hear something?". LOL

Next she showed us how to set up a tent. Well, again, no one listened to her. Then some of the girls started building tents without her permission, well who cares right?! So, she saw, stood up and screamed (more like squeaked). "Hey! Who said you can set up the tent?! I did not say you can build it yet!" They were already ALMOST finished building it, and she went, "Take it back out! Build it again! TAKE IT BACK OUT!! I DID NOT SAY YOU CAN START BUILDING THE TENTS!!" OMG. Her voice. FUCKING ANNOYING WEY! She was really being a bitch in the butt. No wonder Girls Guides is boring. She just wants to take control of everything. God, how I wish I can just smash her teeth out. She thinks she's the President she can do anything she wants. HELLO! I'm the president too, but you don't see me screaming and shouting and bossing people around.. Aren't presidents supposed to do NOTHING at all, and just let the vice's or secretaries etcetc do the work? Sheesh. Stupid bitch. She should write a book, 'How to be a Bitch 101'.

Then, after co-cu, I went to the toilet to change, and I saw her crying. Ish, mengada! She ALWAYS cry after stupid little small problems and then crying to her beau like the bitch she is. God, woman! Be strong la! Not like a stupid small baby cry and mengadu! But anyways, padan lah muka. I've fought with her before, but just screaming back to her face, how I wish I can strangle and punch the bitchiness out of her.

NEXT! Okay, so enough about the Bitch. Moving on, the other day we took pics for class photos. It was ahw-some! Here are some of the piccy's;

<--- POYOZZ

-peaceout-