Play with fire.

Wow, it's dusty here /: . Hello blog, I've missed you (:

SPM made me distant with this blog. Me sorry (: Anyway, a lot of things has happened this past few months. Things that are both good and bad, sweet and bitter. The good memories I will keep and cherish, but the bad ones I will pour em' all right here baby! Haha, what? You'd think I'd let them go without some good bashing first? Well, think again ;DD

I think I'll go with the most recent event that happened.

Let's call this loser nodick. How do I begin. Hmm.. Ok, so, before this, WAYY before this, nodick was a very sweet friend. Although he was flirty, but he was still a good friend. He comforted me, I comforted him, I listen to his problems, he listens to my problems. Oh yeah, it was all good. But it came to one point when I got sick of him cuz he treated me like his frikin girlfriend. Why's that? Oh. Cuz his then-girlfriend was a bitch to him (which now I know why, and I support her bitchiness towards him now).

So we got distant. But although that. we were still tight. Anyway, one fine day, this person, (let's call him bigyellowteeth) with a damn big ego and a temper to go with it, we got into a fight. Because of one silly thing. OMG, seriously, be a man and stop being pissed off about little things. Bigyellowteeth went out on a mission to sabotage me. But I wasn't sabotaged. I'm still standing, asshole. So now, I have a problem with bigyellowteeth.

Then came another one fine day. Me and nodick got distant, and now, he flirts with my bestfriend. Ofc my bestie got annoyed, I mean who wouldn't? It's like he's stalking her on FB. Trying to act all cool and popular. PUH-LEASE! Anyway, he keeps on commenting her posts and things. So my bff asked me to comment back to him, to get him annoyed and angry and terasa. Something like that. And I did. My comment wasn't even harsh, and he went on a rage. Well, there's nothing to expect, I mean he is a nodick sissy after all. Little things can trigger his anger, like a girl on a PMS-y day.

I should've saved all the pathetic comments he made on me. Let me recall back what he said, and rant about it;

1) First of all, why are you even in between me and bigyellowteeth's problems? What are you, his mother? Why do you need to be the middle man? You need to show you're cool? Need to show that 'Oh everyone look at me! I'm backing up my buddy yaw! I am like the most royal friend everrr! Who wants to be my friend!'

2) Secondly, who cares if I don't have any friends! Who fucking cares if people in school hates me! WHO FUCKING BLOODY CARES! Because I know the ones who hates me, and those people are like 0.000001% of the school's population. I don't care cuz I don't need them, I don't depend on them, heck I'm not even close and I don't even know them! They're all YOUR friends, so ofc they're on your side! GOD, ARE YOU DUMB?! Wait, why do I need to ask? Ofc you're dumb.

3) Referring to no2, WOW. like what he says,' EVERONE IN SCHOOL HATES YOU'. Sheesh man (oops, I mean woman), like I fucking care! They're not even my friends to begin with. And diorang tu siapa lah sangat. -.- Anyway, unlike you, even if I don't have friends in school (which is a total bullshit), AT LEAST I have parents at home. Unlike nodick. Ofc he has to look for love in school among his friends, that's because he has no love waiting for him at home! Even his gf dumped him. HAH. Nodick is a showoff in sch, but a big loner at home. Lives only with his granny, no parents to give him attention. Oh wait! He does have attention, his parents just throws him money! Yeah! That's attention alright!

4) Moving on, I just have NO idea why he is so against me. I did NOTHING to him, Yup, NOTHING (except if you were to call 'I annoyed him on FB because bff asked me to' is something, which is totally NOT!). I did mentioned it to him, what's up with him against me, and his answer was as pathetic as he is, 'Because I am doing what I am supposed to'. WHATTHEFARKK... -.- That is not even an excuse! I have nothing against him and so does he, and he insults me because it's '..what I am supposed to do'. What kind of person (boy, specifically) diss, mock and insult (a girl) because of nothing! Seriously! That excuse he gave was PURE LAME. Just because I have a problem with his friend, he has to kacau daun. Ofc la right? Dia kan kawan setia..

5) Ok, one thing that really made me laugh when we were fighting on FB was when he said, 'I know you are smart, but you are smart in studies, but not smart in life'. O.o WHOA. Big applaud for mr philosophy! Give him a standing ovation people! He's smart in life! He's saying that he is so 'famous, popular and has looaaadddsss of friends' is because he is smart in life. Wth. I actually laughed and slapped my hand on my forehead for those stupid words. Hello mr nodick, what have you achieved in life so far? Oh wait, don't answer that,, You have achieved NOTHING! :DD WOAHH! So much for those words, LOSER! First he says he's stupid in his studies, then he says he's smart in life. Now how can that be... Hmm.. A person who is smart in life, bullies girls. Way to go, champ! But then again, society needs people like him, stupid folks like him brings the SPM graph down :D Then we can all get free A's. Haha, weee~ Say yes to stupid people!

6) You know the feeling when you get tired of layan-ing people, you just STOP TALKING. It's not that you're scared, it's cuz you're just too lazy to waste time fighting and quarrelling over nothing! Yea, that kind of feeling. This very 'pandai' dude, accuse me of being scared because a) I didn't fight back, I deleted the comments, and b) I deleted him on my friends list. Agh, celver boy, don't you get it?! I did those things because I AM LAZY TO LAYAN YOU. Layaning people like him is a total waste of time. Seriously! No matter how badly you try to reason with him, he just keeps on shooting like a a hunter's day at the forest. So because of that, he stands triumph because he thinks that he has won the war just because I backed down. Well, you can't expect much anyway, he IS stupid after all. Ofc he'll act that way. That's what people who are stupid in studies but 'smart' in life does! They stand tall over they're fruitless war.

7) I really don't get this guy. You know the quote, 'do good with bad'? I did that to him, and he just ignores it. Yup. I tried to reason myself with him, tried to be nice, but he just broke down my wall of niceness. His pigheadedness took over him. I mean, cmon, school life is over! College life is starting! We shouldn't be fighting! But nooo,, he just HAS to win against a fight with a girl. I have no idea who or what he is trying to prove. It was just plain annoying. I told you, we have nothing against each other, like seriously! But like I said, (and like what he said), he is stupid after all.

8) Moving on, this dude, he just LOVE to diss other people's looks and bodies. He calls me flat and no balls up and down. What do you know! Have you actually SEEN my insides? Have you TOUCHED them?? What, you have X-ray vission? A little advice, look in the mirror and and take a good look at yourself first before you mock other people's bodies. It's god-given, how can you mock what God has given to humans? It's like mocking a bird for having wings! Well, if he hasn't looked in the mirror yet, let me point out his flaws - potbelly, short, fat, chubby (not in a cute way), girl's legs, oh yeah, and NO BALLS.

9) Also, I almost forgot. Nodick speaks the WORST english i have ever heard. Dah la bajet Melayu, English pun haprak! Lagi nak gaduh macam babi. I had trouble trying to decipher his sentences, his grammar was all over the place! I told him that I didn't understand what he is trying to say, and he claims that, 'Yala, ofc you don't understand what I'm saying, that's cuz you only speak BITCH language'. Firstly, EVERY GIRL HAS THEIR BITCHY SIDE. Secondly, it doesn't matter wether it's bitch language or loser language or NODICK language, his english is seriously BAD! Like apek jual sayur!

10) LASTLY, he says on FB (got the info from an insider :P) that he DOESN'T CARE that I deleted him on FB (he didn't just say that ofc, he said some other nonsense about me). Dude, if you really 'DON'T CARE', then why do you have to penat2 track down the person who deleted you, and then diss them some more on your post? When people 'don't care', they WON'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. But noo,, nodick 'doesn't care' so much until he has to find the person who deleted him, and that's not enough, he has to insult the person who deleted him on his fb post. Yup. That's how much he 'DOESN'T CARE'. Nodick is truly a stupid loser.

I realized that if he took my comment as a joke, this shit wouldn't have started. But what can I do, God made him sissy and sensitive.

Well, I guess that's all for my ranting. Til' the next post ya'll! (; Byeeeeeee

lala-fied O.o

I had a haircut today. Well, actually just bangs-cut. Lol, I look like a lala now.

It was a "WTF!?" moment. Oh yea, definitely a "WTF!?" moment. My first reaction was, I look like a lala, then when I REALLY took a good look at my new bangs, I thought I look like a small kid. Yeah, like a small girl. My mom said I look like orang Iban, my bro said I look like a retard, and my cousin said I look cute. HAH. I look far from cute. =,= But, whatever right? I mean change is good. And I need change.

Actually, I wanted to cut my hair straight, to match the straight bangs, but then I thought, it would make my hair shorter, and I don't want that. So I just left it like that. Layered hair with straight bangs.

My bro had a haircut too. He looks better actually. He looks more sane :P harharhar..

Haha, anyway, one thing's for sure, I definitely look different :D I don't know wether in a good way, or bad, but different it is.

Tata for now :)

a pointless post

Boredom during the hols..... BUT! I don't care, cuz I don't wana go back to school! NOOOOOOOOOO O.o!!!!!!!! Trials, trials, TRIALS!!! FUCK trials!! What have I been up to this past week? Hmmmmm...... Nothingg..... I mean did read, but like not even 10 mins after, I stopped.... Like now! Hahahahahhahahahahahaha..... Nothing funny, but damn I'm just so boreedddd.......

N O T S T U D Y I N G ! ! ! ! ! :O

Oh GOD, I really feel soooo unproductive. But, somehow, I still don't want to study and do my revisions. Why, oh why, am I so lazy. I'm such a lazy-ass person. Lazylazylazy...... Why can't school life be easier? I mean, SPM is like a life-killer. I mean it's my last year of school, I should be enjoying it, not dreading it! Oh, fuck it. Might as well just go through it.

Anyway, lastttt Thursday, I think (or was it Wednesday?) I bought myself a new baju raya! Woo!~ I just bought one, cuz I didn't see anything else that caught my eye. It's soooo prettyyyy.... It's a white kebaya. Somehow, I always prevent myself from buying white baju raya, cuz white traditional baju raya makes people look like they're a bride. So I always choose PINK! I mean HOT pink. Love em <3>

Hmmmm.... What else.... I am just soooo lifeless..... I should be doing my revisions now, and the past week, but I have not. As usual. I mean just thinking about books makes me sleepy, apatah lagi membaca! GAHHH....! If genies really do exist, I would want my first wish to be a) have a really super-smart brain like a sponge where I can remember things in one go b) have lots and lots and LOTS of money :D and c) be happy as a clam :)

But sadly, genies don't exist. SO I have to work my butt off to get the things I want and to be the person I want to be. Heck, I should REALLY be studying now. I don't even know a thing! I feel stupid and unproductive. I shall now do my revisions (yeah right) muahahahha!!!!

Farewell! May my blog bore you to death, thank you for wasting your time, reading my oh-so-pointless blog. I appreciate it :D

P.S- I'm in love with Chuck Bass and The All-American Rejects :DDDDD (especially TYSON RITTER! Damn he's hot!)

know your enemy!

Yesterday I went to the Australia Open Day. It was fun-- well, the picture-taking was fun. The seminar thingie, not so. But it was very informative, I know a little on what to take and what to do if I want to study there. I thought that there would be hot guys around, but sadly, there weren't a lot of Aussies hunks, I think there aren't any!

While I was there, I checked out only two of the courses that I am interested in most, law, and psychology (though law is my mom's choice, not mine, but I'm okay with it, I think /:). The first dude I went to was this Aussie dude, I was inquiring about law, but sadly, he wasn't very informative (maybe cuz he's a guy --> the male species.. tsk tsk..). But I do know some of the exams are open books, well, some.. Then I checked out Psychology. Psycology was very interesting. The fees aren't that bad, compared to law. Haih, I wish I can take up psychology, but I think my dearest mom will protest and disagree, which is a shame, cuz I like knowing what the hell is going on in people's brains. Then I asked Ms. Sha about psychology (I know, I know..). He said in the future it'll be a demanding job as people are talking about it. I can work as a family psychology, child psychology etcetc.. God, I really, REALLY want to take up psychology. I guess I'll have to sweet talk my mom about it, and that wouldn't be an easy task, cuz my mom,, when she says it's A, then it's A. I can't change her mind about it. Dang. But still, I'll try.

Photo-taking session! -->

-guess whose butt this is :P-

OK, so moving on, today I had extra class in school. Only 8 people were present. Yes, holy cow. Talking about cows, don't you ever wonder why they say 'holy cow!'?? I mean how can cows be holy in the first place? And the same thing goes for holy shit and holy camolie. Shit can be holy?? And wtf is camolie?? Just cuz it rhymes with camolie then they say camolie?? LOL, okay! enough with the rantings.. Anyway, something happened in class.

I was just talking to vpr, talking, talking, talking.. (though I can't seem to remember what we were talking about..), then we started having a little fight. A friendly-useless-pointless-for fun kind of fight, and all of a sudden this CB scolded me. Like, wtf -,-.. Hello, I wasn't even talking to you. He started saying something in Chinese, and I heard 'malai this malai that..', and so i went, 'Wey, aku ada cakap ngan kau ke?', and he continued saying things in his mangkuk language and I got seriously pissed. First of all I was pissed because he scolded me all of a sudden and for nothing when I wasn't even talking to him, second, he scolded me in chi and third because he was being a fucking racist. Hello, kalau nak racist pun bertempat la, bodoh. Ni tak, conversation aku ngan vpr xda kena-mengena pun ngan dia, dia pulak yang terasa and menyebok and menyampok. Tiba-tiba je. CB bangkai. Then I asked my friend what he said, and I found out he said stupid malay. WHATTHEFUCK. It's no wonder people don't like him. Cuz he's a fucking racist, even to his own people. Fucking bastard useless piece of shit. You have just proven to me that you are a complete racist, and it's no wonder people do not like you.

And he was being sucha pondan, pengecut, no-balls bastard. Cuz you know why? He scolded me in Chinese. I don't speak nor understand his language. SO I said he was a chicken is because he scolded me back in chi cuz he didn't want me to give it back to him. He knows he will kena teruk of he talked back in Malay or English. So, in conclusion, he's a chicken. No balls, no brains. It's his loss anyway, cuz it would have been a damn of a good fight. He think he's won cuz I couldn't and didn't talk back, but the truth is, he's the loser, cuz he was hiding behind his maiden language. Well, fuck you loser :) And calling ME stupid is fine, but calling my RACE stupid, now that's over the line. Watch out, bastard.

Well, I guess that's all for my ranting and stories. Buh-bye

peace out*

the grass is greener on the other side :)

Ugh fi-nal-ley! Test is over, but trials is coming up next! :) Sorry blog, I was busy. Cleaning off the dusts.....

Hmm, where do I start... Idk, I'll just write down things that I remember.

First of all, today was the last day of monthly test, the last monthly test, PERIOD. Wow, time pass by real quick. But, what-the-hey, I don't care, I just can't wait to finish school. School's fun, but not homework and exams.

So anyway, this morning we had our co-cu. Girls Guides. Boring. As always. But there's more news about The Bitch. Here's the story: The Bitch is still a bitch. How fuckin bitchy can one get? I mean all girls have their bitchy side, I think I was a bitch since the day I was born! But this one particular female dog.. She thinks she's the boss of everything. It all started with the girls not listening to her.. (Well duh! Who wants to listen her? That squeaky-voice monster.) So, she ordered us to line up in a group blabla, and no one listened to her. And then she started screaming and shouting! I was just trying to stifle my laugh, cuz her voice, when she screams! OMG! Terrible! Just fucking terrible... It's like one of the chipmunks, screaming. Yeah, imagine that. I think I went deaf for a bit. And I think it was so embarrassing for her, cuz like, idk, no one listened to her? I think the girls went like, 'Uhh, did you hear something?". LOL

Next she showed us how to set up a tent. Well, again, no one listened to her. Then some of the girls started building tents without her permission, well who cares right?! So, she saw, stood up and screamed (more like squeaked). "Hey! Who said you can set up the tent?! I did not say you can build it yet!" They were already ALMOST finished building it, and she went, "Take it back out! Build it again! TAKE IT BACK OUT!! I DID NOT SAY YOU CAN START BUILDING THE TENTS!!" OMG. Her voice. FUCKING ANNOYING WEY! She was really being a bitch in the butt. No wonder Girls Guides is boring. She just wants to take control of everything. God, how I wish I can just smash her teeth out. She thinks she's the President she can do anything she wants. HELLO! I'm the president too, but you don't see me screaming and shouting and bossing people around.. Aren't presidents supposed to do NOTHING at all, and just let the vice's or secretaries etcetc do the work? Sheesh. Stupid bitch. She should write a book, 'How to be a Bitch 101'.

Then, after co-cu, I went to the toilet to change, and I saw her crying. Ish, mengada! She ALWAYS cry after stupid little small problems and then crying to her beau like the bitch she is. God, woman! Be strong la! Not like a stupid small baby cry and mengadu! But anyways, padan lah muka. I've fought with her before, but just screaming back to her face, how I wish I can strangle and punch the bitchiness out of her.

NEXT! Okay, so enough about the Bitch. Moving on, the other day we took pics for class photos. It was ahw-some! Here are some of the piccy's;

<--- POYOZZ

-peaceout-

kick-AWESOME!

4, 3, 2, 1.... Go baby, go baby, GO! Haha, Hari Anugerah is finally OVER! All those rehearsals and tears and screams and stress..... GONE! muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!! I can laugh all day long people!! I have to cry and sing at the same time, it's hard to do when u have to act old, as in 80-years-old old. But, I pulled it off! All my efforts weren't a waste :D  Too bad I didn't really cry, just a tear or two.

muh sexy booty bro :D

All the casts had to be there at 6 IN THE MORNING. Which was soooo ridiculous, cuz the concert doesn't start till 12pm. Well, you know whose idea it was, yes, that's right, do I hear MS SHA? Teehee, she's a BITCH! :D lalalala... SO, I had to wake up at 5am, get ready, eat and all. When I arrived at the hotel, guess what, even MS SHA herself wasn't there. F her. And she texted my cousin saying we HAVE to be there by 6.30am. And so we arrived at the scene at 6.40am, and she herself wasn't there. How stupid is that?! THE FRIGHIN CONCERT DOESN'T START UNTIL 12 YOU *toot* *toot* *toooooooooooooooooot*!!!! 

All the casts had to wait until 12, imagine that. And so some of us slept a bit (including mua!). And then it got to a point when it was sooooooooooooooooooooo damn effin boring, that me and Alily played the 'People-Searching' game! The game goes like, we ask a certain someone to give us a name of a person for us to find, and then, we go look for that person. How fun is that! hhaha.. not.. obviously.. But at least we killed like an hour.

muh purple cherry :D

Anyway, I received an award (yay me!) for best subject, SCIENCE! Haha, I'm sucha nerd 8D. Then after that was the concert. I play ze grandma, flashback-ing her younger days in Tanah Melayu, and how she met Ah Seng (her husband) and how he got bullied by the Japanese and Communists and all. And then, my scene came. The most scariest and fun part to do. I dunno, I think it was fun. But the crying wasn't fun. I'd love to sing without crying, but noo.. MS SHA just would not accept it if I don't shed tears. F you again :D 

Moving on, here are some pics for your enjoyment, ENJOY!

            

Hari Anugerah SSB piccys :D

                                     

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DURING

   

                           

                                                             Curtain Call :D

AFTER